Monday, October 23, 2006
7:05 PM
SO! eoys are over why is nobody celebrating? sigh. life sucks.
training.. starts on 30th october!!! wonderful another thing to add onto my neverending list of things that isnt even as neverending as some others' neverending lists. ><
i'm busy. too busy to train. it's not that i don't have the time. i don't have the freakin energy. i don't have the motivation. i don't know what's wrong. bronze is nowhere near good enough. maybe cos i have next year's sec 3s to depend on. why can't i depend on myself as well? maybe it's cos i feel as if i have nothing more i can give, nothing more to show.
maybe it's cos i'm becoming a STUPID MUGGER.
life sucks!
sandraScribbledOff
At:7:05 PM!